Beautiful piece. Thanks.
As early as I can remember (4 years old & earlier) I have been embraced by higher worlds and ascended masters.
In my 30s I realized that despite the grounding into core of Earth for 10 years I did not live in my body. It took flashbacks in my late 30s revealing wounds from childhood to work on becoming embodied. This work continues.
Now when I ground I send 3 light-streamers 1 from the root chakra and two from the chakras in the soles of my feet into the iron ore crystalline sphere at the center of Earth. I run energy along the pranic tube to the barycenter & sun of our solar system. From there access happens to the higher realms and higher vibrations.
Recently I found thousands of light beings dwelling in crystalline core the majority of whom are indigenous peoples. In the "As Above, So Below" I found that with those who always feel connected organically to Earth that they are connected to the highest of vibrations of Spirit.
Nevertheless I feel inspired by your story. Thank you.
Namaste.