David, your story covered all the bases and is well balanced. It has the resonance of one who meditates.

I was blessed as child where my parents allowed me to be creative and did not force ego trips on me.

As a mediator for 45+ years I can atest to knowing who I am, feeling at peace. I continue to act as a conduit for healing professionally and with friends and family, practicing compassion and loving kindness towards my self and all others.