Interesting way of looking at blockage.

Funny thing is - I remember my last two lives and the similar way my body died (at the hands of sadists). I knew I'd be back. It's likely I'll come back again.

I have been gifted with a purpose and that surrendering into that destiny has made all the difference. Within this purpose time ceases to exist. And eternity exists in a present moment that is sometimes a snapshot and sometimes includes all and everything.