I applaud your efforts and I am contemplating following you to see where your logical inquiry will go. (My father schooled me in logic with debates as a teen.)

However having experienced “nothingness” as a child shared the experience as a teen I had a word for it. The word was a concept to described the experience — given to me by a classmate, which in effect destroyed much of the experience.

Nevertheless I find you line of thought both fascinating and tedious, but that’s my problem.