I see behind the scenes. All my life I've been coming from a place of innocence or beginners mind. The more stuff I know I realize I don't know the stuff as I think I do. Besides innocence produces joy, surprises and an all inclusive love.
Spirituality and higher consciousness is about knowing the truth of oneself and the rest is mystery - and that is unknowable. One cannot break the mystical and sell it off in pieces without destroying the mystical. Same goes for innocence.