So many losses in such a short time. I'm glad you are getting the support you need.

Having experienced this kind of grief and of unrecognized complex PTSD in my 20s, and throughout my life. Through flashbacks in my late 30s and into my 40s I uncovered memories of ritual sexual abuse perpetrated by some members of my family.

In 2019 at the suggestion of a colleague I embarked on a 5 year quest of a grief detox of my body utilizing the homeopathic formula Ignatia Amara. There have been miraculous and dark events that have peppered the path. It continues.