Thanks for your elucidating response. The Gurdjieff Work has many factions some rigid and some not as much. There is a massive amount of information about about "The Work" written by others. I find Robert de Ropp's books the best of the bunch.
When the first horrific flashbacks of the abuse BS I experienced arose in my late 30s when I felt safe enough in the world a few stories I would characterize as erotic-noir stories. But I must have lost them in a computer crash in the 90s. Planning on reconstructing one.
Re: other feedback I have none so far. Will let you know.
I will read you in substack when I get the chance.