The heart wants what the heart wants. Sometimes this hasn't been good for me. When I fell in-love in 2002 the bond was amazing best friends and lovers together. I knew the relationship would be very intense, I knew it would break my heart and I knew it would end within 2 years or so. And my Guides confirmed this. So why did I engage? Karmic clean-up from my most immediate past-life as a Polish Jew during WWII. She had been my daughter then and it was as complicated then as it was from '02 to '04. I'm not sure I succeeded in cleaning up the karma. My Guides said I did and I believe them. And I grew. I was in a relationship after that, rebounding perhaps. Since '07 the best relationship has been with myself.